Dreaming

Excuse me while I take the piss out of myself.

Jennifer Therese you have never been the sum of what 'happened'.
You are more than what you think, what you were told.
There is no moment where you are without your heart, your soul. And like it or not, you do have brain's. You are certainly not stupid. And while you may not know where you are, you are never truely lost when you recognise you are everything all wrapped up in one package.

Job searching has to be one of the most depressing endevours. Aparently the job market is such where people are switching job's on a high turn over rate. So while there are lots of job's going there are ton's applying. I'm being picky. The chances of me getting the perfect job are very slim - but please Gods, don't have me work as an admin assistant in a plastic factory~L~. Just something I can get a little passionate about, please? That, or drop some money into my lap so we can open Lotus Dreaming... now that would be wonderful :)

Yes, still dreaming of the 'shop'.

Still feeling rather unhelpful generally. Seriously considering doing charity work or community work just to feel like I am ~doing~ something now. Peh, I should have done it as soon as Lib suggested ... ah well, hindsight. 20/20 and all that.